who knows man

nothin new is really goin on since yesterday.. i played alotta baseball today to get my mind off things, but it didnt really work lol but i did hit 2 homeruns so that was good. and idk im still hoping that she'll call me soon because i just wanna talk to her again, i miss talkin to her everynight before i go to sleep its just weird. idk i guess i feel replaced in a way, im not gettin into details cuz i dont feel like it.. but u kno whats weird? ive been thinkin alot if she misses me too. but idk ur probly sayin to urself why dont i just call her? well its cuz i feel like she doesnt even wanna talk to me anymore which basically hurts the most so idk. i dont really feel like gettin into the whole my feelings shit again cuz thats something i just wanna tell her. but whatever i dont know what else to do so im just gonna stop talkin about it for now. other shits goin on too.. my auntie got in a wicked bad car accident and shit and my life is basically just a mess. whatever i dont feel like writin nemore